Raven

There are ravens in my sleep, I see them in my dreams,
They hunt my nightmares and make them bleed.

They look familiar to me, they are wearing masks, I donn't know who I am.

Little, bad, dark raven, why do you wanna hurt me? I tried to love you.....
You sang a fake song about how you wanted to love me, you didn't fly to my sky

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You said you want me to love you, but you flied away instead.

Little, bad, dark raven, I wanna hate you, but i can't, I love you.

I don't wanna eat your lies anymore. I loved your black feathers, you ripped of my dreams.

Take off that mask, let me see through the eyes of my fears.
Take off your mask, why your face looks like my blood?

I thought I love you, why do you hurt me? 

There's a monster inside my brain,
I'm scared.
I feel I'm going insane.

Nothing make sense anymore, and I don't know how to call your name.
I don't want ravens anymore, can I just sleep and dream like another girl?

I don't wanna play God, why do you play God?
Do you like hell?
Heaven was my promised gift.
But I feel like I'm already burning.

There's a raven wispering in my ear.
Why do I still listening to your bittersweet words of love?

There's a raven under my pillow, he tells me what to dream.
There's a raven outside the window he tells me to go outside, let a lightning burn your mind.
There's a raven in the middle of the mist in my dream, he's starring at me.
There's a raven eating my soul.
I'm wearing a raven's feathers, me and myself alone.


I'm wearing a raven's feathers, do they fit me? doesn't matter, I can't fly anyways.

Dear raven, leave me alone, I don't want your shadow anymore.

Dear light, will you leave my side?

Who will stay? There's nothing more left to live.
There's nothing more left to love.
I'm cursed with my own heart.

Oceans

I just stopped living, I guess I really never lived life,
I'm here sitting down, under the pale moon  light.
Waiting for someone to wake me up,
to show me the bittersweet taste of life.
Cause my skin is numb,
I can't feel nothing, sadness comes like waves behind my eyes, like a race,
to see who's the first that can take me down.

But darling, I'm already down, i've been taken down, No!

I'm not ready to go to hell, i just wanna drink the bittersweet.
But I don't like it taste, heal me.

And darkness is coming back, creeping, like a snake raising from the ashes of someone that its not me anymore.
It just feels like another ocean, where my feet may fail.

Another hell, where I'll stop breathing.
Another desert, where I'll die of thirst.

And when I let myself dream again,
the shadows of your future words hunt me again, in the dark.

I remember the first time I saw your face, it was all light.

Then I remember myself going downstairs to my heart, damn it!

It's time to decide to stop crying and start fighting, cause life is here to be lived.

I wanna fight the tears with a smile, i wanna laugth at my dark storms, let them hit, until they think I'm done, cause maybe I'm dejected but not destroyed.
I wanna walk over the waters, when I think i'm going to drown.
I wanna keep my eyes above the waves.