Stars

Every little thing talk
to me.
The little butterflies, the blue sky.

The sun talks to me.
I can't believe that you don't want me to want the stars.
Haven't you see how they shine?!

Can I take them without the moon?

I'm not even asking for a first and last dance with her...

I only wanna dance a bals with the stars in your eyes, 'till I die.

Can I place them there?

Will their grey light burn me up?

I know their light have a shallow taste....

Why did you let that desire get into my heat?

I'm sorry for saying this shallows words, 
but I want some grey light in my sky.

Is that so bad?

Please, just stay, can we dance in the grey stardust?

Shadows

I didn’t see you, I didn’t feel it.

I didn’t fear it, I didn’t cry it.

I saw you, and you were black, I was white,

You walked away and I ran.

You saw me, and you felt it.

You fear it, and you cried it. 

I dissapointed your mind.

Don’t you worry darling, it’s alright.

I drank it, and vomited it.

I screamed in fear, I saw you there with my beating heart between your hands, your black hands.

I decided to live like I didn’t.

I walked away, you saw me there, I thought I was dead.

I saw you crying, don’t you worry darling.

Keep on the run, I promise it’s alrigth.

I drowned, you ran. I saw you behind the glass.

I changed my mind, now we both are white.

The storm came and turn my heart and my mind to grey.

Don’t you worry darling it’s alright.

Raven

There are ravens in my sleep, I see them in my dreams,
They hunt my nightmares and make them bleed.

They look familiar to me, they are wearing masks, I donn't know who I am.

Little, bad, dark raven, why do you wanna hurt me? I tried to love you.....
You sang a fake song about how you wanted to love me, you didn't fly to my sky

.
You said you want me to love you, but you flied away instead.

Little, bad, dark raven, I wanna hate you, but i can't, I love you.

I don't wanna eat your lies anymore. I loved your black feathers, you ripped of my dreams.

Take off that mask, let me see through the eyes of my fears.
Take off your mask, why your face looks like my blood?

I thought I love you, why do you hurt me? 

There's a monster inside my brain,
I'm scared.
I feel I'm going insane.

Nothing make sense anymore, and I don't know how to call your name.
I don't want ravens anymore, can I just sleep and dream like another girl?

I don't wanna play God, why do you play God?
Do you like hell?
Heaven was my promised gift.
But I feel like I'm already burning.

There's a raven wispering in my ear.
Why do I still listening to your bittersweet words of love?

There's a raven under my pillow, he tells me what to dream.
There's a raven outside the window he tells me to go outside, let a lightning burn your mind.
There's a raven in the middle of the mist in my dream, he's starring at me.
There's a raven eating my soul.
I'm wearing a raven's feathers, me and myself alone.


I'm wearing a raven's feathers, do they fit me? doesn't matter, I can't fly anyways.

Dear raven, leave me alone, I don't want your shadow anymore.

Dear light, will you leave my side?

Who will stay? There's nothing more left to live.
There's nothing more left to love.
I'm cursed with my own heart.

Oceans

I just stopped living, I guess I really never lived life,
I'm here sitting down, under the pale moon  light.
Waiting for someone to wake me up,
to show me the bittersweet taste of life.
Cause my skin is numb,
I can't feel nothing, sadness comes like waves behind my eyes, like a race,
to see who's the first that can take me down.

But darling, I'm already down, i've been taken down, No!

I'm not ready to go to hell, i just wanna drink the bittersweet.
But I don't like it taste, heal me.

And darkness is coming back, creeping, like a snake raising from the ashes of someone that its not me anymore.
It just feels like another ocean, where my feet may fail.

Another hell, where I'll stop breathing.
Another desert, where I'll die of thirst.

And when I let myself dream again,
the shadows of your future words hunt me again, in the dark.

I remember the first time I saw your face, it was all light.

Then I remember myself going downstairs to my heart, damn it!

It's time to decide to stop crying and start fighting, cause life is here to be lived.

I wanna fight the tears with a smile, i wanna laugth at my dark storms, let them hit, until they think I'm done, cause maybe I'm dejected but not destroyed.
I wanna walk over the waters, when I think i'm going to drown.
I wanna keep my eyes above the waves.

Primeros 25

9125 veces dije "adiós"
8760 veces dije "buenos días"
8395 veces dije "te quiero"
No recuerdo cuantas veces dije "te amo"


8030 miradas secretas.
7665 abrazos de reconciliación.
7300 "no pasa nada"
6935 ¿mentiras?
6570 desafíos.
6205 peleas.
5840 noches sin hablar.
5475 diferencias.
5110 desacuerdos.
4745 llantos.
4380 sonrisas de "lo siento".
4015 discusiones fugaces.
3650 paseos de reflexión.
3285 mares que atravesar.
2920 promesas.
2555 suspiros.
2190 sueños compartidos.
1825 conversaciones profundas.
1460 muros que escalar.
1095 veces nos cogimos de la mano.
730 sentimientos encontrados.
365 caricias. 

All and Nothing

I've seen you in your sleep,
I've drowned in your dreams,
I drank your light,
I let the darkness to stay, she begged....

Always screaming, never feeling.
The silence is building a wall in my mind.
And my strength falls like water in to the abyss.

I've been feeling everything and nothing,
I was crying in the feeling of nothing....
I was dreaming about everything, and all became in nothing.

I've been dancing in the water, waiting for my body to disappear. 
Waiting for this feeling to go away..... but isn't giving up. 

I miss you little butterfly.

what?EVER~

Hazme un barco de papel.....
Un velero que navegue por tu piel....
Una carta escrita con las lagrimas del ayer...

Embotellame tu voz, deja que el camino del mar la lleve hasta mi corazón.
Déjame sentir el calor de tu mirada, ver la sonrisa de tus ojos.

Déjame recordar el movimiento travieso de tu cabello, las olas del  mar.
La suavidad de tu voz, el terciopelo que se desliza hasta mis oídos, las tormentas
que desatabas en mi mente.

Siempre considere que el amor debería ser celestial, no se si lo conocí, pero me pareció un tanto vulgar.

Escribo lo que me gustaría que hubiese sido.

Sabes que mis palabras están programadas. Digo solo lo que tengo que decir.
No hay emoción en mi voz, soy como un robot.

Intente manejarlo sin que te quemara, pero me he convertido en un fénix, lo arrase todo.

Lo sentí bastante vulgar, es esto el amor? Creo que lo buscare en otro lugar.....
Es tan vulgar, me niego a creer que es solo una espina, leí que en una estaca se convertía.

Cave entre mis huesos, y me di cuenta, si esto es el amor, si es tan vulgar, si se puede olvidar...
No quiero buscarlo, no quiero encontrarlo, no quiero conocerlo....

Tuve un sueño celestial, baje a la tierra, todo se a vuelto tan vulgar.
Pensé, pensé que tal vez el amor haría que la vida dejase de ser tan vana.

Lo ha contaminado.